completeness - hi crushes :))

Who would have thought na makakapagpapicture ako 

sakanilang dalawa :))

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[mino - ako - parekoy - markyy]

(grabe pa rin ang saya ko - thanks are nix!)

The most gwapo :) Markyy Villaran 

[kumpleto talaga]

[Hi guys! he is MINO (minho kim) sa fb!]

The most handsome and cute :)

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 I can say that DREAMS do come true talaga :)

konting hintay lang :) eehhehehehe

Thank MINO and MARKYY :)) <3 <3 <3

special thanks to ate NIKKI and DIS :)

mwuahugs :)

GAWAD SSG '12

GAWAD SSG at its BEST :)

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(my stage design)

The fruit of my labor :) And I so love it!! :)

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[KarakananTime - Dinner]

@ Arrupe Convention Hall

ANG SAAARRAAAAP! :)

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[Ang mga bisita :)]

(kakain ang mga usherettes)

DHEA,DJAI and Sir ADRIAN :)) Jyeahh!

Busy ang mga tao :)) hhahahaha!

Khrys, Kim, Larry, Padz in ONE table :))

Larry, Padz and Kuya Reid busy magkakan :))

Aimee and Pokoy :)) TodoMax :)

Kuya, Jaycee B., Maam She :) Reunited :)

Sir Adrian and Gelo :)) <3 heart angel :)

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Sa sobrang pagod sa pagtrabaho bilang nagiisang stage design

committee ito ang kinalabasan ng aking

at ng mga taong tinulungan talaga ako :)

Ang saya pag ganito kaganda ng

iyong trinabaho :)) <3

 

 I am thanking all the people

who helped us in all the event.

May you always help your government

in their activities.

MARAMING TENKS MGA KAIBIGAN :))

A Love Letter :)

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It’s All about LOVE

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July 21, 2011

12:15am

                It started when I was talking to him unknowingly. I experienced his smile, laughter, down moments, “kilig” moments, sweet moments and most especially his caring moments. He’s like a brother to me before, but suddenly I realized that there’s something accidentally happened. It feels like every time he’s there I’m always happy and floating.

                I’ve been telling our colleagues that I don’t feel any affection to him I’ve repeated that every time.  Of course our co-officers are suspecting that I have “something” to him unconsciously. One day I shared to _______________ my friend and colleague in ADNU-SSG. I told her that I and _____
are chatting and it caused my heart explodes because I have a crush on him. He’s sweet character captured my heart out of the blue.

                I continued telling some of my colleagues about him and some chit chats are growing and going out with its jurisdiction. I want to tell him that I love him, but my heart keeps on beating and my mind is telling me that I should not do that. I followed my heart I never tell him that I have loved him unintentionally.

                I just enjoyed our company with our friends.

                Until one day, my friends/our colleagues told _____ that I have a crush on him and that I love him. First, I thought that, that would be fine because now he knows. But, the feeling of fear is always there. What if he doesn’t like that? How about our friendship? I don’t know what to do, I’m defensive that time I know. But, when they’re talking he just replied them with a very nice smile with his tantalizing eyes. I feel that it’s OK with him but it’s NOT!

                I’m always jealous to some people who are close to him especially to those people (girls) who has crush on him. There’s no reason to feel this but my heart triggers me to do that. I think I’m obsessed with him and the only thing I should do so that I should not feel that is to go on with my life and think that I don’t know him at all. But, it breaks my heart thoroughly.

                I really don’t know where to start now; I don’t know what would be my reaction/s every time we’ll see each other. Now, I’m not talking nor chat and joke with him. I felt like I’m losing a friend who has been my inspiration and a real collaborator in our field.

                It’s really hard to tell where we will go.

                My heart tells me to LOVE him but my mind tells me to STOP. How bullshit life is!

                I want to cry!

                I want to die!

                I want to survive also.

                But, where should I start?

                I don’t want this life but, this is the life that I only have. Life that I should live till it fades. 

                I love you and that’s the only reason I’m holding.

               

July 22, 2011

12:35am

                I want to tell you that I am so in love with you, but I don’t know where to start.  I want to show you how I cared for you, but I don’t know how to act. I am having a hard time in telling and showing you how much you mean to me.

                What should I do to prevent this feeling or should I say could this feeling end? The only question that needs to search for an answer. I know I have NO rights to do this and act like this, I know that it is a childish thingy (Bullshit!).

                I’m super afraid to LOSE you whether as a friend, co-officer and inspiration. It’s very hard, super hard, I can’t explain it!

                I’m so afraid on how you’ll treat me if you’ll know this, so I decided not to tell you how I feel. And also, I think that you’re too far to reach because I’m just a simple person and again I’m not the person you like because I’m GAY and I am not girl. Reality check, I know you don’t want to have a relationship to the same sex but, I CONTINUE TO DREAM OF HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE.

                “kung bibigyan lang ako nang pagkakataon ng panahon na mahalin ka at mahalin mo din ako, susuongin ko basta ba ikaw ang makakasama ko, KAHIT ISANG ARAW LANG..KAHIT ISANG MINUTO LANG..KAHIT YAN LANG”. I’ve been telling this to myself once in a while. But every time I say this, I always remember that WE’RE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER. TRUTH really HURTS.

                It sounds irritating but that’s real, that’s my heart desires.

                I’ll be alright……………in time……………..

                The only wish that I want God to grant is to keep you SAFE and give you the girl you’ve been dreaming of so that, you and her will love each other forever.

               

                I’LL JUST WATCH YOU THERE and imagine the things we have shared.

                SORRY FOR ALL THE TROUBLES THAT I BROUGHT IN YOUR LIFE.

                SORRY THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU THREE TIMES (3x).

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(Ito ang love letter ko sakanya na hindi ko binigay kasi nahihiya ako,

natatakot ako, at naduduwag ako! Pero ngayon, handa na akong ibigay

sakanya ito, at sabihin sakanya na "minahal kita noon"........

hanggang ngayon......)

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[IKAW PA RIN!]

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I'm 20 and its COUNTING... :)

20 years and its counting.......

I am thankful that my family and friends are continuously loving me :)

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(simpleng kainan at inuman)

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[Ang mga taong nagpasaya sa kaarawan ko]

*MARAMING TENKSS MGA KAIBIGAN*

kuya oskie - salamat sa napakasarap na Starbucks gift :)

Jaycee B. - manay, salamat sa pagpunta at sa pagkanta para saakin. :))

Ralph Lim - maraming salamat sa CAKE :)

Mae G. - sobrang salamat sa chocolate cake :))

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[Ang isa sa mga birthdays ko na HINDI ko makakalimutan]

 Ang bawat taong pumunta saaking kaarawan ay sobra kong

pinapasalamatan kasi kahet na busy silang lahat, nagkaroon sila

ng oras para makisalamuha at makisama saaking

kaarawan. :))

Ryan Reyes - salamat talaga, napasaya mo ako :)

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[Ang dalawang cake na binigay saakin]

ChaaaaLLLaaaappp! :)

*talagang nabusog ako at nasarapan sa cake na bigay nyo* :))

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Ang pagtatapos :)) <3

Sa bawat birthday na dumaan saakin, wala akong kinakalimutan

lahat ito ay nagiging espesyal saakin. :)

Maraming salamat sa mga taong naging parte ng buhay ko,

mga bagong kaibigan at matagal ng kaibigan :)

LAHAT KAYO NAGPAPASAYA SAAKIN :)) 

Swimming Naaaahh! :)

Sa bawat pagod na nadadanas ng mga tao

syempre palaging mayroong CASiyahan :))

PASACAO time <3 

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 (The 2 HOT lady)

watching the sea breeze :)

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[during the travel]

*ang lahat ay inaantok*

Ang saya-saya ng byahe namin papuntang pasacao.

kaso nung napagod na ang lahat syempre nakatulog na sila :) 

hahahahahha. <3

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[mga pasaway na pictures]

walang magawa mode kase kakatapos lang kumain. <3 :)

Ang saya talaga kapag kumpleto ang barkadahan at lalo na

ang mga taong walang sawang tumutulong sayo :)

I OWE everything to all of you :) 

KUDOS! :)